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I've been limiting myself to buying one album per week off Amazon to save money. Yeah I can use spotifydown or something but it's just nice and easy.
Makes it more special honestly. Fun little event I can look forward to each week. Today I bought 200 KM/H In the Wrong Lane by t.A.t.u. It's been one of my favorite albums recently.
My favorite songs from it are All The Things She Said and How Soon Is Now.
It was that or The Different Story (World of Lust and Crime) by Peter Schilling. It's an excellent synth-pop album from the lates 80s. Major Tom (Coming Home) is my favorite track from it.
A friend of mine is bringing his The Downward Spiral by Nine Inch Nails CD so I can rip it for my PSP. He's also got some other stuff I might wanna rip too.
I would've thrived in the 2000s tbh. Not saying I was "born in the wrong generation", but I would have kicked ass.
To be honest whenever I try to imagine Venom Snake from MGSV as a woman (cuz it's fun) he still looks the same.
Like the medic was a butch lesbian or something before boss-affirming surgery and they just didn't realize.
Honestly I've started interpreting the medic as a woman. It's fun and sort adds more to the general horror of Venom Snake.
Venom Snake already lost so much. His memories, his entire identity, his life. And with the idea of him being a woman, he even lost his gender.
Kinda to the point he's just a woman. To me.
It even adds to how I can interpret the story as a transgender allegory which is a whole other thing.
And also the parallels with Elster from Signalis.
But that's a story for another time. Maybe tomorrow.
Didn't sleep well last night, no clue why. Kinda stunk.
I added the little "click to connect" thingy as the index page. Will eventually update it to be more cool.
I really want to add a CRT deguass effect to it but I cant find one out there. Plus I feel like it'd affect photosensitive people and all that
I'll work something out.
Also had another idea, MelonNet. Just like a group of sites made by my friends and I. Only problem is none of my friends have websites.
I wanna at least write something about it, give it some sort of meaning. A manifesto maybe? But I don't think it's something like that.
Just like a "hey this is a 'network' with friends or whatever".
No relation to MelonKing, obviously.
Tis now Christmas season. We got our tree yesterday and began decorating. Looks pretty awesome.
I updated the liminal space page after a really great outing for photos too.
Also got a picture that night I liked to describe as "distilled Pinterest".
Honestly I want to go full nocturnal when I graduate high school.
Sleep during the day, do shit at night. That sort of thing.
I could find a job that has hours at night.
Why? I honestly just prefer the nighttime. I'm more productive at night, it's nice and quiet, all that such.
I could go to bed and wake up at times with a bit of sunlight, just so I don't miss out on vitamin D or whatever.
Best I can do for now is just stay up late and regret it the next morning.
Happy Thanksgiving! I'm too picky to eat turkey unfortunately.
Y'know something funny about the psych ward was how you had to ask staff to unlock the bathrooms.
Like "aye pal ya got me I was planning suicide by toilet".
Also I finally got hero status in MGSV and can now steal nukes and decomission them cuz nuclear disarmament and all that.
I've stolen and destroyed 3 so far. Not many people have them which is good.
I did the aforementioned drive and got some more liminal space photos. Only one I got I thought was good to show though.
It was just what I needed. Was nice and cool out, and was listening to Silent Hill OST, and I found out about a new Monster flavor
The new picture is in the liminal space page. On the topic, not too long ago I added a page for learning how to take liminal space pictures.
No clue if it'll actually help people, but hey it was fun to write.
Also about the Texas Thespians Festival, it was really cool. Apparently Corpus Christi has the First Ever Whataburger.
Which means it gets 2 floors.
I've had 2 dreams about the whole thing though. It was like themed around it, not in the actual location.
One was about me being an actor in a weird Wizard of Oz thing and the set was being harrassed by some guy who was known for ruining everything.
The other one, last night, was in a big auditorium and there was a weird DND-like game being played inspired by the game Darkwood.
And then also Stroopwafels were packeged and sold as Nutter Butters.
It's been a hot minute, lots happened. Had my Texas Thespians Festival and immediately went to the psych ward the day I got back cuz of some stuff
But that's a bit more of a private discussion. I'm largely fine now and at home.
I've gotten back into Star Wars and Elite Dangerous. Built a Commander Cody lego helmet today. Took me a few hours. Was pretty fun.
Might go for a drive later since it's nice out tonight and I haven't done that in a while.
It's pretty cold out today, for Texas at least. It still gets up to the 80s because god wants us dead. But it was pretty nice.
The other day I found my Leon Kennedy at Arby's shirt so I can wear that again. Personally I think it's the best shirt to ever grace the Earth.
I also got a Monster. Orange Dreamsicle. I will argue it's the best flavor but the sugar count would probably kill a caveman so it depends.
But then again I don't know if the sugar content itself should be in the debate about flavor (yeah it does change the taste but whatever fuck you).
I can't tell if my memories or mine or not. Like they were just put in my brain like syncing an iPod or some shit like that.
Nothing really feels real in general.
Created this page today, figured blogging would be a fun way to occasionally add the the site when I don't have any other big changes.
I got a few of my dad's old sweaters yesterday, most are comfy but one has a really scratchy texture so it's Not Very Good.
I'm thinking of what music I can add to this page, I want something else similar to the liminal space page
I really want to add more stuff to the page, but I can't think of any huge things. Might just look at other pages for ideas soon.
